Raphael – a poem by Jonel Abellanosa

Raphael


Heal, such a fragile sound, like a long
Exhalation, yearn audible to myself as sigh - 
Arrival of the day of my return to balance,
Leaving worry and pain relievers behind.

I’ve been asking for the restorative touch.
Dip your hand in my mind’s pool and stir
Energy. I immerse in water, Siloam wherein I  
Abandon maladies. I envision my own relief

Harmonizing from words, your staff
Evolving from my texts, scepter shaped from
Allusions. Let me breathe in my return to
Lightsome lift. Let me know good health again.

Infuse, fiber my being with insights. I want to 
Delight with no said words, how quietly
Extraordinary a morning of weeds - lighter, light -
Aromas of salted fish, garlic rice, pineapple juice.

How rejuvenating the smell of sweat, 
Extraordinary as I walk along. My senses
Aspire for prescription, sensuality filtering
Love like ground coffee. I shall taste it again,

In the room where wonder orders words,
Drawing from memory. Once again,   
Elevation holds. I invoke your name,
Archangel. Inspire me into your places of

Healing, where the pot breaks for roots to
Enter new space, where a door opens
And the pail overflows. Take me to where
Living in peace and ease is modeled 

Instead, words reflecting what the body
Does to heal itself. Flesh and bones are
Elm to blood. It needs air cleaned of greed,
Atmosphere for a kaleidoscope of wings to

Hear pollen and draw near. Hear nectar and be
Eager. The scenic system to circulation. Clean  
Air opens petals - for the style to be seen,
Lifting up as the ovary’s extension, flower

In sunlight showing the altered perspective.
Dream me a quiet meeting of minds, where an
Earring draws to the smile. Cupid sends his
Arrow and, wow, first sight sends ripples 

Heartward. I long to close my hand on another,
Earthen as I am. Remember again the face I 
Adore. I’ve forgotten the gentleness of
Love, the long sigh turned into contentment.

I ask that my touch echo and heal, past
Detritus of the mind and close the wound,
Effluvia of conscience dispersed, bouquets of
Air wafting, wine of forgiveness. Let me

Heed your call to blueprint with phrases,
Exercise into the best body of words, excise
Aging. Hope is my fruit, faith my vegetable,
Light a verb, noun or an adjective -

Illuminating, truth or weightless. Teach me to
Decompress into bare essentials, give away
Everything I don’t need, so I could transcend
And image my return to wellness, which
Lifts, this time, from my body to my mind.  
 

Jonel Abellanosa resides in Cebu City, the Philippines. He writes poetry and fiction. He considers the sacred an important element of his personal poetics. He advocates animal rights and living comforts. He has three beloved dogs.

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