The rabbis taught: Four entered pardes. Ben Azzai, Ben Zoma, Another, and Rabbi Akiva. One looked and died; one looked and went mad; one looked and aspostasized; and one entered in peace and departed in peace. –Tosefta Hagigah 2:2 (with variations in the Jerusalem and Babylonian Talmud)
1.
Four Entered Pardes
The journey took place in the study house
what comes next always comes later
madness, death, infirmities of age and hard living
First we went
we answered the seven riddles
passed through the seven portals
of the seven heavens etc
we knocked, entered
stood, looked—the poet’s peeked is wrong—
we looked boldly.
Was it Ezekiel’s flaming chariot we saw?
Whatever. We had come with a question: one God or many?
Akiva saw one. I saw many.
Azzai and Zoma, first timers, were bedazzled.
Like those who watch Fox and those who don’t
What you see is always what you already know.
You have brought it with you.
2.
Questions for Another whose questions led astray:
What was the point of stepping into
the alleyways of Galilee
banish boys from their books
sending them to learn
practical skills rather than ideals
dreary dailiness in place of spiritual highs—
What could be more public than to
mount your horse on the Sabbath
ride beyond the boundaries of the city
into the hills of Galil—
Was it to wish your dark despair on the world?
3.
Zoma whose mind shattered
on seeing the flaming chariot
in flight like light
moving in every direction at once
never turning back
so that if he called, screamed even
wait for me, wait—
his cry—given physics—could travel
only at the steady speed of slow sound
like the scream that emerged from that painting
and never reached God’s ears.
4.
#Another
About Another whom
the demagogues of
the synagogues
officially othered
not for the usual separation
that makes dehumanization possible.
This othering erased a given name to
replace with a non-name
now renowned for
the dangers of Gnosis
for the worst of what can happen.
Worse than the
ecstatic death of Zoma the
madness of Azzai
was this loss of faith
Another’s fate.
They needed a handle to
use as reference to
give deference to
what everyone agreed was high learning:
Hashtag Another
whose disciples continued walking behind him to benefit from his brilliance
Hashtag Another
whose story served as warning about the dangers of asking the wrong questions
Hashtag Another who inspired a poem, a novel, a series
Hashtag Another, the title of this song.
In death, a disciple’s cloak claimed
Another’s body for Jewish burial
making sense of this ending.
5. Four Women Enter PaRDes
Four women entered PaRDeS
considered the infamous chariot
the flaming wheels
the fire-breathing dragons & tigers –
A hot rod? Peshat wondered.
Where have we seen that before? Derash asked.
Mad Max, Peshat answered.
Remez and Sod were already moving on
toward the mystery they’d come for
the story of creation.
Peshat & Derash hurried after.
Pearl Abraham is the author of, most recently, American Taliban (Random House) and The Seventh Beggar (Riverhead, semi-finalist, Koret Intl). Animal Voices, Mineral Hum, a collection of stories in progress, was shortlisted for the 2018 McCarthy Prize in.short fiction.