Trelawney is a food campaigner, environmentalist and new poet living in London, drawing on a past spent as an archaeologist, musician and Cornishman. He has been published in 192 poetry magazine. Twitter: @BenTrelawney
Monthly Archives: October 2021
My Neighbour’s Sideways Complaint – a poem by Gill McEvoy
My Neighbour’s Sideways Complaint He peers across my wall on the pretext of admiring a rose, but is quick to make snide reference to the dandelions that busily consort with thyme and daisies. (Why does no-one like the dandelion, I wonder: they’re as yellow as the daffodil and so, so easy to grow!) I tell him I am trying to breed a blue one, that gardens one day might be filled with them as woods in spring are full of bluebells. Everyone wants a bit of Heaven, I say, though no-one dares to get too close to the sun.
Gill McEvoy won the 2015 Michael Marks Award for The First Telling (Happenstance Press). She is a Hawthornden Fellow. Her recent collection is Are You Listening? (Hedgehog Press 2020) and a “Selected” is forthcoming from Hedgehog Press in 2022.
The Rising – a poem by Laura Foley
The Rising I wait on the mountaintop, hearing the symphony of wind in leafless trees, lifting my hair, rising from unseen streams, canyons of air, the sound like ocean surf, rising, falling, rising again. A few white clouds sail the sky’s blue sea. Two eagles rise over me, wheeling infinity symbols around each other. I wait as the gentle, unburning, low sun goldens the weary grass, the scattered fallen leaves. I wait, but hear only the empty wind, growing louder, echoing the emptiness inside me, rising to meet the nothing I was seeking.
Laura Foley is the author of seven poetry collections. Why I Never Finished My Dissertation received a starred Kirkus Review and was among their top poetry books of 2019. Her collection It’s This is forthcoming from Salmon Press. Laura lives with her wife among the hills of Vermont.
Faith and Fever – a poem by David Chorlton
Faith and Fever Dengue fever floats along the river. Capuchin monkeys and clouds alternate domination in the canopy. A caiman opens wide his jaw to release the spirits of the jacanas, basilisks, and anhinga he has eaten. They drift across the water and mingle on the far bank with the Morphos blue as fragments of the sky carried down by rain that nails the forest to the earth and drums upon the heights the quetzal occupies with green fire streaming from his back. His breast is red as the mosquito’s swollen abdomen in the green, green world where conquerors cut paths through lianas, steam and epiphytes finding it impossible among such foliage to tell which leaf is God.
David Chorlton is a longtime resident of Phoenix, who has grown into the desert climate and likes it. Visits to Costa Rica and the rainforest made a significant and vastly contrasting impression on him compared to his usual dry surroundings.
Threads of Doubt – a poem by Rupert M Loydell
THREADS OF DOUBT Declaim amnesia, refuse to believe. Monologue against 'spiritual nonsense'. Caught in the spotlight of religion and faith. © Rupert M Loydell
Rupert Loydell is a writer, editor and abstract artist. His many books of poetry include Dear Mary (Shearsman, 2017) and The Return of the Man Who Has Everything (Shearsman 2015); and he has edited anthologies such as Yesterday’s Music Today (co-edited with Mike Ferguson, Knives Forks and Spoons Press 2014), and Troubles Swapped for Something Fresh: manifestos and unmanifestos (Salt, 2010)
Return from Exile by Marie Laure – review by Sarah Law
RETURN FROM EXILE: REVELATIONS FROM AN ANCHORESS IN ST. AUGUSTINE by Marie Laure: Wipf and Stock, Resource Publications 2021: Review by Sarah Law
Marie Laure’s Return from Exile is compelling read: part personal memoir, part spiritual memoir, part travelogue, and part pilgrimage, it is uniquely of our time, but is rich with history and a certain timelessness too. Laure is an American writer who longs to travel to Norwich, feeling a particular affinity for Norwich’s famous medieval anchoress, Mother Julian (1343-c.1416), author of the Revelations of Divine Love. Laure is drawn to Julian’s life of sacred seclusion, her many years spent in prayer after a series of visions experienced (Julian tells us) during a severe illness when she was thirty. She imagines Julian in later life, writing, reflecting, and gaining new perspectives, just as Laure plans to do herself.
Laure’s route to Julian’s anchorhold is circuitous, digressive; her first planned journey stymied by an overbooked flight and further plans suspended during months of lockdown due to the pandemic. But this very much suits the nature of creative nonfiction, allowing for events to be juxtaposed with theological insights (Laure wears her learning lightly, but is fluent in several spiritual traditions), and embedded in historical or biographical contexts – these include some fascinating revelatory flashes that foreshadow Laure’s future path. In the book’s first half, we get to know Laure and her family, especially her much-loved adult daughter Hannah, from whom Laure is loosening her maternal bonds in a process that is painful, slow, but ultimately transformative. Just as Julian once did, Laure too is embarking on a new state of life, in her own case in St Augustine, Florida. While Laure’s fascination with Julian as anchoress grows, so too does her appreciation of her own parallel vocation of ‘forest dweller’, the spiritual path she ultimately embraces; a state of life particularly attuned to trees, landscape, the elements, and the cosmos. But she often feels alone, an existential loneliness many of us can identify with, particularly now: how true it is that ‘we often feel alienated, separated, apart from one another, as if in exile’ (p.21).
Finally, the ‘auspicious time’ to make her pilgrimage arrives. At first wary of identifying herself as pilgrim rather than tourist, Laure encounters history, culture, and spiritual serendipity in London, including the spine-tingling privilege of viewing an early manuscript of the Revelations in the British Library. Her stay in Norwich is of course the heart of the pilgrimage, (and particularly interesting to me, being Norwich born and bred!). She takes a great delight – understandably – in the magnificent Cathedral, as well as its lesser-known library. It’s delightful to learn, too, that Laure has followed the progress of the peregrine falcons nesting in a cathedral parapet, via webcam from across the Atlantic, and now in close range.
If Laure experiences some aspects of her Norwich sojourn as joyful, she is also honest about the realities of her visit to the reconstructed anchorhold (a quiet cell with altar and candles) in St Julian’s church. The visit leads her to review and refine her plans for her own spirit-filled ‘third life’. Like most of us, Laure would find the enclosure of a literal anchorhold too much to bear, even while Julian’s wisdom is very much ours to cherish. But we can all benefit from cultivating an inner anchorhold, and consulting the wisdom of Julian as we learn about her life and writing. And what a Julian-like insight that Laure later has, when she understands the profound words from the Revelations inscribed in the cell, ‘Thou art enough for me’, as spoken to her by God, as much as the other way round.
Reading Laure’s memoir, I was struck by how much she trusts us, her readers, to hear her story with all its hurts, tangents, encounters and insights. It is almost as though we are asked not just to journey along with her, but to welcome her story into our own hearts with the attentive compassion of Mother Julian herself. We are, implicitly, invited by Laure to be Julian, even as she invites us to consider how much we also need Julian.
Two of Laure’s more explicit insights also stood out as particularly valuable. The first is not a new one, but a reaffirmation of Julian’s experience of Christ as maternal. We do not know, but many suspect that Mother Julian had her own experience of biological motherhood, possibly losing her family in one of the waves of plague that swept over England in the fourteenth century. Julian specifically mentions her own mother being present at the time of her own illness. Her visions and understanding of Christ as mother have only increased in resonance. Laure puts it wonderfully: ‘This is what Julian is all about: mothering love guaranteed unconditionally, endlessly, and eternally’ (p.100).
The second insight Laure shares is the centrality of healing in the spiritual life, and the value of praying for healing as spiritual practice. Healing in a wide, symbolic sense, of course, but also healing as specific and relevant to our embodied selves. Particularly so at time of the book’s writing, when the global pandemic has forced us to confront our physical frailty with some urgency. Laure is gently guided to pray for healing; in particular, she asks for, and experiences, healing of the heart, on both spiritual and physiological levels.
A pilgrimage is a personal journey, especially when travelling alone, as Laure did. It is full of meaning, both scheduled and unexpected: Laure quotes Phil Cousineau’s 1998 book The Art of Pilgrimage: ‘In sacred travel, every experience is uncanny. No encounter is without meaning.’ (p.81). However, the fruits of a pilgrimage are certainly not limited to the pilgrim, and here they are not limited to Laure’s own spiritual growth. For Julian, and for all those who follow a contemplative way, ‘activity within the heart is ongoing and lively’ (p.32), and leads to connection, not isolation. This is made manifest in a powerfully poignant encounter with a bereaved grandfather on Laure’s flight home. No longer in existential exile, Laure responds as an authentic listener, offering something of Julian’s own compassion in the enclosed, liminal space of an aeroplane in flight. And now we have Laure’s published book too, which I warmly recommend for reading and revisiting.
Niche – a rondel by Dennis Daly
Niche I walk my dog on broken path That crumbles into ocean tides. High voltage lines above divides The world below from aftermath. The rain drives down. The storm hath Blitzed. My intentions it derides. I walk my dog on broken path. If one still doubts, he checks the math Or knows the way that God provides. Apart I step, still mud abides, Past woodsy niche I face that wrath. I walk my dog on broken path.
Dennis Daly has previously published seven books of poetry. He writes reviews regularly for the Boston Area Small Press and Poetry Scene, the Somerville Times, and Wilderness House Literary Review, and on occasion for Ibbetson Street, the Notre Dame Review and Boston College’s Religion and the Arts. Please visit his blog at dennisfdaly.blogspot.com.
Working from Home (La Dolce Vita) – a poem by Paul Stephenson
Working from Home (La Dolce Vita) Monday morning, and I’m meant to be working, but how can I, what with the men and their machines digging up the street below? I’ve tried white noise, but my ears get hot. I’ve tried ocean waves crashing against the shore, downpours in tropical rainforests. I was livid when they showed up. We’re all working from home you know! The pavement opposite is newly cobbled and looking beautiful. I felt proud of them. Then last week, nothing – not a man, not a van, not a pneumatic drill. Had they achieved too much too quickly? They’re back today. And the gas people have got the slabs up. I just watched a man fix a chain around the neck of an old parking meter, then stand back as his mate in the Caterpillar ripped it from the road, hoisting it into the air, holding it up high like the statue of Jesus with outspread arms, carried by helicopter over the rooftops of Rome in the opening scene from Fellini.
Paul Stephenson has three pamphlets: Those People (Smith/Doorstop, 2015), The Days that Followed Paris(HappenStance, 2016) and Selfie with Waterlilies (Paper Swans Press, 2017). He co-curates Poetry in Aldeburgh and currently lives between Cambridge and Brussels.
Expectations – a poem by M.J. Iuppa
Expectations — after Clock with Blue Wing, 1949 Marc Chagall A woman, with a wide-eyed stare, stands in night’s open doorway, watching the sparks of fireflies rise above the village’s clay roofs into the skies of Scorpius. She looks and looks and looks, with her arms holding herself still in the intimate hour of ten past ten, imagining stolen kisses that once were hers, long ago, in the shadows of the intricate clock whose precise works didn’t chime its warning, like the morning’s rooster or the fleeting black- bird’s dark wing passing overhead like a sleight of hand . . . So warm that night, she can still smell the perfume of roses and hear the yelp of hunting dogs running in hedgerows. She thinks of Artemis who, like her, never married, but was one to live alone among snow-covered mountains. She learned all this the hard way—to understand the price of happiness. Or, was it what the itinerant man told her that summer night? To carry something unknown to someone who would accept it in good faith, like her broken clock, keeping the intimate hour of ten past ten.
M.J. Iuppa’s fourth poetry collection is This Thirst (Kelsay Books, 2017). For the past 33 years, she has lived on a small farm near the shores of Lake Ontario. Check out her blog: mjiuppa.blogspot.com for her musings on writing, sustainability & life’s stew.
Mammina Proves the Existence of God – a poem by Mary Ford Neal
Mammina proves the existence of God The day is on its hands and knees. Mammina basks on the balcony in great-grandmother dignity, in all the quiet of a woman who has outlived her daughter, collarbones glistening, little cross flashing pink and gold among rivulets of August evening sweat as the sun finally loses its grip and goes down fighting, painting the duomo in eyeshadow colours. The whole horizon is made of churches. An ambulance squeals along an unseen street, not the smooth wail of the ambulances back home, but a desperate, discombobulated sound like the cry of a confused animal. Mammina makes the sign of the cross, lets loose a fast prayer. Her words are a string of small, round beads, tumbling one after the other. How can you be so sure anyone is listening? I ask in her bubbling tongue. My head is dusky with the sweetness the city gives off at the height of summer, and with all my days and nights at university. Mammina opens one eye, closes it, smiles back in her chair, takes a fat medjool date between leathery thumb and forefinger, squeezes it lightly, and says, This perfect thing does not exist by accident. Mary Ford Neal is a writer and academic living and working in the West of Scotland. Her poetry is widely published/forthcoming in magazines including Long Poem Magazine, Atrium, Ink Sweat & Tears, The Madrigal, Capsule Stories, and Marble. Her debut collection ‘Dawning’ was published by Indigo Dreams Publishing in August 2021. Mary is assistant editor of Nine Pens Press and ‘192’ Magazine.