Living On
Maybe the dead hear every thought,
see every memory we have of them
when they flutter up to the surface
of our minds the way a gentle dream
glimmers like passing headlights
on bedroom walls. When we say
their names, enunciated carefully
into the night of their swims, it’s like
someone sitting on the edge of a sleeper’s
bed. When we’re driving through
the gravel spackle of rainwater
to some nowhere place and we squint
against the gray light and see instead
them, in the routine of their living,
their crooked drawls, the chigger cling
of their repeated phrases, the stilt
in their gait, the coin clatter of their cracking knuckles,
is it like the wingsong drive-in projector
painting movement on the canvas screen,
the sound so muffled and distant
like department store radio? Tonight,
through the clouded midnight of her rest
like a silent blinking plane, the short film
of herself, standing on that emerald carpet
in her living room, me at her knee,
looking out of the big front windows
and reading the storm clouds like sheet music
and singing them to me, glass slits
in her glasses, country music videos
on her TV. Then it’s gone into shadows
like a voice diffusing into a cave.
Devon Neal (he/him) is a Kentucky-based poet whose work has appeared in many publications, including HAD, Stanchion, Stone Circle Review, Livina Press, and The Storms, and has been nominated for Best of the Net and the Pushcart Prize. He currently lives in Bardstown, KY with his wife and three children.
