Warrior Child
I want to be a warrior…--St. Thérèse of Lisieux
I have trusted with a young trust
that closes eyes and leans hard into hostile space
and the plummet takes on monstrous shapes
of hurt and burn and brittle faith
offset by fierce love for you, spear of iris,
your perfect bloom—
this is the bluff, the bitter lip
where I ask about Joan and Thérèse, all your precious loves
who leak life and lean
cantilevering the cliff of your absence until they slip
the bounds of armor and crag, coughing blood, combusting,
trussed yet trusting—
you open the last door, and you wait inside—what is it to rush
in, though the cathedral collapses—
What is it to hush
my foreboding when like Joan like Thérèse there is a death
you are asking, a slashing
away of the woman, unmasking
the warrior hidden under delicate skin, now pricking alive
and feverish, rising unsteady as
you train my arms for battle, prepare my hands for war, what is it to
touch your face
Laura Reece Hogan is the author of Butterfly Nebula (Backwaters, University of Nebraska Press, 2023), winner of the Backwaters Prize in Poetry, Litany of Flights (Paraclete Press, 2020), winner of the Paraclete Poetry Prize, the chapbook O Garden-Dweller (Finishing Line Press), and the nonfiction book I Live, No Longer I (Wipf & Stock). She is one of ten poets featured in the anthology In a Strange Land (Cascade Books). Her poems have appeared in America, Scientific American, Sugar House Review, RHINO, The Christian Century, Verse Daily and elsewhere.