Dazed – a poem by Susan Shea

Dazed


If hawks suddenly started making honey
on my property, the sight of such
enormous honeycombs would jar me

jolt me into that place where too much
scares me, makes me feel nervous 
fearful I won't have enough 
closet space or gratitude to handle
the overflow of such abundance, and
		
I can't be like that quarterback who
wanted to win the Super Bowl all
of his life, only to find that the minute
he won it, he was empty, and knew only
the greatest-of-all-time spirit could fill
all the holes and hexagons of his want

because I have already caught that ball
and still I have to keep catching it from 
bad throws of my own making

so, who knows why my first inclination is
to startle, then run from too much plenty  

until I find that peace, to settle in 
to remember, I can open all the jars of sweet
contagious zeal, spread it thick on all
the empty slices in my sight
			

Susan Shea is a retired school psychologist who was raised in New York City, and is now living in a forest in the Pocono Mountains of Pennsylvania.  Since she has returned to writing poetry this year, her poems have been accepted in a few dozen publications, including Ekstasis, Across the Margin, Feminine Collective, Persimmon Tree Literary Magazine, Military Experience and the Arts, and the Avalon Literary Review.

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