Living with Afib – a poem by Janet Krauss

Living with Afib

At home between walls
I have to catch my breaths
as they come like blown bubbles
to control them, make sure
they do not overtake
my mind and body, and throw
me as a heap into a darkness
of no return.

By the sea, I sit on a bench
to steady myself,
so the ocean and I breathe
together, in and out,
in constant rhythm,
each supporting the other
until I find myself
in the throws of my imagination
swimming out to join
the waves reaching out
to welcome me.

Janet Krauss, after retirement from teaching 39 years of English at Fairfield University, continues to mentor students,  lead a poetry discussion at the Wilton Library, participate in a CT. Poetry Society Workshop, and one other plus two poetry groups. She co–leads the Poetry Program of the Black Rock Art Guild. She has two books of poetry : Borrowed Scenery (Yuganta Press) and Through the Trees of Autumn (Spartina Press).  Many of her poems have been published in Amethyst Review, and her haiku in Cold Moon Journal.

Distancing – a poem by Ion Corcos

Distancing

I hear a bird’s call into evening,
but I cannot see it. It is close,
perhaps on a branch, a window ledge.
The air is cool, and I need to rest,
retreat into the dark,
disassociate from myself.
There is a reason we cannot see at night.
The bird’s voice rings, bells fading,
then quietens;
it is as if today has fallen into mist.
This morning I felt different,
full of plans, epilogues.
I listen intently for the bird,
now distant, as it drifts away
into its own sound – a relic of itself.

Ion Corcos was born in Sydney, Australia in 1969. He has been published in Cordite, Meanjin, Westerly, Plumwood Mountain, Southword, Wild Court, riddlebird, and other journals. Ion is a nature lover and a supporter of animal rights. He is the author of A Spoon of Honey (Flutter Press, 2018).

Inside of any side – a poem by Jayanta Bhaumik

Inside of any side 

Inside, the indefinite twirls in shapes, –
once we size a mutter, we hear the sky echoing
a good gorgeous solid emptiness.
Outside, a heart a whirring coaster,
riddling, riddling, a riddling efficiency.
All lyrics showing their mettle with serenity,
a huge shout-out given – the world
favouring itself and a helix hovering
all night over the adobe globe;
people seemingly at the windows about to ask:
is love the only real normal? – or its
symmetrical quotient available, too?
A wish or just a kind of it, looking almost
like a teacup, a straight slightly slanted-bodied
miniature mountain upside down,
liquids slipped or slopped over.
The indefinite is always that, too fast, or deferred,
the price for the price itself.

What’s definite, then, which we never can
pay for – what we only need to
pray for?

Jayanta Bhaumik is from Kolkata, India, from the field of esoteric studies and counselling. His past works can be found in Poetry Superhighway, Juked, Madswirl, Vita Brevis Press, Blue Lake Review, Pif magazine, Acropolis Journal, Streetcake Magazine, and elsewhere. He is available @BhaumikJayanta

Skylines and Horizons – a poem by Mary Grace Mangano

Skylines and Horizons 

Outside of city limits, earth
Meets waning sky, becoming one
Long linea nigra. A birth.
All that the eye sees when the sun
Sets low is boundary, yet none

Of this – what’s visible – contains
All that there is. Beyond all sight,
All silence, parameters, and planes,
I sense that there is something right
Along the edge that’s made of light.

Each time I’m on the highway driving
Back, there’s that moment when we turn
Around a bend. Not yet arriving,
Inside of me, I feel a burn.
A longing, a longing to return –

But not to the familiar blocks,
The taxis or the greasy spoon.
Instead, I want an equinox.
I want the sun to cross the moon,
To signal something coming soon.

Against the sun-less stretch of sky,
The towers reach above. What man
Has made, seen from the ground, seems high –
Seems higher than the eye can scan,
But from this distance, fades again.

Horizons give me wider views:
Yet still, they aren’t the whole frame.
The city skylines start to lose
Their novelty and seem the same.
They’re not the home from which I came.

Mary Grace Mangano is a poet, writer, and professor. She received her MFA in poetry at the University of St. Thomas in Houston and her poetry, essays, and reviews appear in Church Life Journal, The Windhover, Orchards Poetry Journal, The North American Anglican, Fare Forward, Ekstasis, and others.  She teaches at Seton Hall University and lives in New Jersey. 

Drinking Gin in a Kayak on a Still Lake in June – a poem by Dorothy Cantwell

Drinking Gin in a Kayak on a Still Lake in June 


The world above 
The trees even to the crisping of leaves at the edges.
The tall grasses along the shore. The large silvery rocks.
The empty Adirondack chairs. 
Docks, sleeping boats. Clouds. 
Blue sky with streaks of soft pink.
Even the arc of a bird in flight, the race of a dog along the bank, 
My own foot over the side of the kayak.
All twinned in the perfect mirror of the lake.
An inverted universe, an exact upended replica.
 
Then a fish jumps,
or my hand falls into the water
or the kayak rocks as I bring the glass to my mouth
and the world below trembles,
suddenly warps and wavers in
fluid abstraction - swirls of color and shapes
still head over heels 
but incomprehensible chaos

Is it too much to hope that it will be so,
at the hour of, the moment of -
an instant of perfect stillness, pristine clarity
Then soft, a sudden hallucinatory dissolve 
into a world without
edges, as I flow into the prismatic mystery. 

Dorothy Cantwell has worked as an educator, actress, and playwright, Her work has been published in the Long Island Literary Journal, Brownstone Poets Anthology, Constellate Literary Journal, Flash Boulevard, Assisi: An Online Journal of Arts & Letters, River and South Review, Poetrybay, and Angel City Review, among other print and online journals. She has been featured at various venues in NYC where she lives and works. She studies poetry with Sister Fran McManus in the St Francis of Assisi Poetry Workshop.