The Sand Mandala
We are the center
and the surrounding.
We look out at eyes
looking back at us.
If we find the center,
casting out her radius,
like a magic wand,
we can trace the shape.
Gods and demons
dance together.
Eyes look at us
looking back at them.
In the hub
of the spinning wheel,
lies one eye,
blinking slowly.
Demons and gods
seek one pleasure.
The void inside
the vortex is full of space.
In the hub
of the spinning wheel,
lies one eye,
closed and open.
The swirling abyss
draws us within.
The void inside
the vortex yawns with life.
We are born
inside a palace
inside a palace.
Always at rest,
the abyss draws us
into our origin.
White and black,
blue and red,
yellow and green
are swept together
into the gray
of distance.
Briefly we dwell
within a palace
within a palace.
We chant mantras
while we are carried
to the river.
Purity and death,
healing and desire,
humility and harmony
are swept together
into the gray
of silence.
As we enter the center,
casting out her radius,
like an invisible wand,
we follow the path
of the eternal way.
We chant mantras
as we are poured
into the water.
We are the surrounding
and the center.
Jacob Friesenhahn teaches Religious Studies and Philosophy at Our Lady of the Lake University in San Antonio. His first book of poems is The Prayer of the Mantis from Kelsay Books.




