A Small Ask – a poem by Steven Soebbing

A Small Ask

Forgotten, no longer needed, dear St. Christopher,
if I call on you, will you be created, or will I be redirected,
some other close-enough-but-not-exact selected
by some heavenly process to sub in as listener?
If you’re not able to hear me, upon whom shall I call?
My book of holy saints is large, so I have a full docket:
modern Carlo Acutis to ancient Zechariah the Prophet.
I don’t want to bother, it’s nothing major, in fact it’s rather small.

Look, I’m being silly. If people called on Saint Guinefort
then I can call on you and I trust someone will listen:
I’m scared, please keep my mother in remission,
I’m getting really worried about my aunt’s cognition,
and I’m travelling home. So please help, St. Christopher.

Steven Soebbing is a poet who lives on a farm near Quincy, Illinois. His work explores queer desire, faith, inheritance, and the uneasy relationship between belief and authority.

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