--Roots of Mist Between--
Grasping? Should it fade
what was half-remembered, now
through a veil unseen
What is there to say?
Precip ice, before progress…
--roots of mist between--
gambling memory.
Of words to
recompose-what?
re-embrace whom?
Swallowtail saltwinds.
& should I rewrite
story & self direction
is it all a game.
Q'udi qeyagha--
"something new"
--wove of kinship.
...I repeat myself…
Fern Golden (they/them or she/hers) is a Dena’ina Athabaskan artist from Alaska. Their writing navigates the confluences of culture and language, ecology and belonging, chronic illness, and healing.

The Lichen and the Rock
I took a thousand pictures of
lichen growing on rocks
wondering how they managed to
know to put that mint green next to
the gold
so enthralled I was by their art
I asked if I might join their tribe
being used to collaboration
they agreed to give it a try
(taking a peek no doubt at some
of the rocks in my mind)
It feels like joining a movement
being taught how to lichenise
this dissolving of certainties
seems never to come to an end
it is a surprise to find new
colours appearing in my mind
improvising
searching for the spaces between
alive and not alive carrying
strange bacteria as start ups
Lately I take gifts of coloured
glass to place amongst them to see
if they might do something they have
never done before to bring it
alive or sometimes I leave one
just to surprise as thanks for the
blessed living soil